There would be no law, there would be no rule. There would only be you and your memories.

Well before my rant....I'll just talk about my weekend...My weekend was loooonnnngggg...I spent about 18-20 hours this weekend at the barn...Including waking up at 345 this morning...But today I got home around 5pm...so 12 hours...for a horse show that's phenomenal time...But it was freezing and we were cold and it was windy and it was cold...and when I got home, I took the hottest longest shower I have ever taken....I completely went through the water tank with my shower...But I filled up the tub so I just sat in like a steam sauna it felt like until the tank filled up again...It felt so amazing...just to relax...Yea I am beyond exhausted...But I took some pics, but I need to finish out my role so I'll jsut be taking random pics tomorrow....and hopefully have them uploaded Wednesday or Thursday...



Okay now my rant...

I love my high school friends to death..They mean the world to me...But here it is.."IT'S JUST FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL"...I realize now that all high school is is nothing more than teenage drama that ends up fucking up everybody's emotions for the next ten years of their lives...I hate it when I read profiles and people are like "I LOVE YOU, YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME"...like after a week of dating...

When did the word "love" lose it's significance..

I find it rather sad...This "Love" that high school people call it...is nothing more than a person's chance "to get some" jsut to prove that they can make a difference in the world...I guess for me that I wasn't able to fit in in high school was becuase I actually wanted the word to mean something to me...To say it to someone that I believed was special.....Not jsut a random word that gets used the same amount in high school as "shit" or whatever...

To let all you high school kids know after expierencing college for 2 months now and looking back on the annoyities and naives of high school...Shit like that doesn't happen here...People learn not to fuck with emotions...It still occurs...But at a much different level...I find it sad to see the younger kids wasting their lives away becuase all they wanna do is find happiness and all they think that will solve it is to find someone...I'm not against high schoolers dating..But you know very well that 95% of them will not last and you will have you're hearts broken...But don't fucking jump to another one to prove a point or to get revenge...to say "oh look, I can get over you, to show you meant nothing"....

And don't deny it for anybody that is in high school now or in college...You went through that shit...You either hurt someone or they hurt you and used you..I know it happens in every point in life...But where do you think it starts...where it begins...

So word of advice to everybody...let love mean something to you...You like a person...but you cannot love a person right after you go out with them....It's just a like...And if you're gonna use a person jsut for sex...Don't go out with them and break their hearts...I see it happen here at college and it really does hurt..And the problem is people don't realize it until it happens to you...


And what the hell are these <3 and lil kissy faces...gag.....

So everybody needs to grow up, realize that it's not the end of the word...and learn from you're mistakes...cuz if you act like the way you do in high school...You will not survive in college...Cuz we don't put up with shit like that..



Done with the rant...Now considering it's 9:09 pm when I finished writing that and I've been up since 3:45am...I'm exhausted..and getting some sleep..

And you know me...If I'm half asleep and pissed off...you'll be sure to hear from me...Cuz you all "LOVE" me...hehe